Here I am, still trying to figure it all out. I do not understand why this must be, what am I not learning that I need to be? I haven't posted for a while. But here I am again ... frustrated with life and the trials therein ... same crap, different day.
But, when I think of all I do endure I think of how blessed I have been ... the quiet hero who left an envelope taped to my front door with a precious gift. Whom ever you were ... God bless you. Bless also the angel in the mail, my gratitude can find no words. I am also blessed for the yummy soup that Gloria shares with me, and for the bucket of fudge from Melissa. I am so blessed by the love and concern from my sister and her family for my temporal and emotional well being. I have been so blessed by good wishes and prayers from friends and family that when I'm feeling whiny, I just have to count my blessings! I am sure the adversary just sits and hopes that these trials in life will break me ... yea verily I say unto you, dude! I can kick some Satan butt!!! Bring it on!!!!!!!!!!
My trials are miner comparatively speaking ... and I can almost hear my grandma say ... Jana, this too shall pass. (sooner than later, I hope)
